Self honesty. Acceptance.

Just here, where I am, today I decide to stop fighting with reality inside and outside of me. Today I start to accept myself as I am, without pretending to be someone else or wishing to be someone else other than me. Today I want to look at myself in the mirror with honesty and watch that I have the power to build and destroy, to make someone feel good with words or to hurt with my attitude, it’s just a matter of choice. I make the decision to be acceptance, honesty, forgiveness and peace.

All my life I’ve been struggling with myself, with the “should be”, with the “careful”, with the “they are wrong”, with the “nobody cares about me”. Today I am as I am and I’m perfect the way I am, with all my flaws, my immaturity, my irresponsibility, with my virtues and my abilities; I fall in love with myself, I completely love and accept myself. I thank myself that I’m unique, integer and ONE with myself, with all spiritual bodies that make me, my conscious, my unconscious, my subconscious and my super conscious, my superior self, my inferior self and my ego. Today I will stop fighting with God.

~ by premanandi on 4 December 2008.